Summary of my story during the year of 2009

Many things had happen among my friends and I throughout the year. It was a hard year for me to spare on throughout the year. Many things have left away from me and I wanted to catch hold of them and said a sorry for what I had done to her or him throughout this particular year. I hope that she or him could heard or look through my blog and try to forgive for what I had done to him or her. I think most of the problems occur due to my sarcastic attitude.And I hope before the year had called an end, we could regain our friendship and talk to each other back again. Cause a line of friendship is hard to builded up and the cause we be a friend maybe is a fate of god given to us and we should appreciate on it and to devastate it that easily.

So many times I had hesitate which caused so many friends to despise on me and I really hope that I can get a forgive from you all before the year of 2009 is called an end. I at here hope that everyone will had a good start on the year to come.

The moment of my life

Now i facing a critical time of mine which i can't determine that which road to go on. Why life there is always something need us to choose on. If our life, we can make it as simple it can. Would it be beautiful?

How would the world will be if everyone make their life simple and easy without any jealousy among themself? Someone tells me that homo sapien is the top among all kingdom. Do you think it really do so? I think the top among all kingdom should be the tree because is them producing the oxygen for us to breath on. Without it we might being drop death by now.

From that we knew that we are still not the most perfect living things which stand on this planet. So, we must always remember that nothing in this world is perfect but we must try harder to make it come true but there always a remind to the person who always wanted to give up themself.

We must always remember that we will never be the loser till the last breath of us. A loser must always flashing back there mistake so they won't keep on repeating it again. We must always remember that a loser can always boost up to be a winner and it just a matter of time to make it come true.

Meaning of my name Aaron

The eldest son of Amram and Jochebed, a daughter of Levi (Ex. 6:20). Some explain the name as meaning mountaineer, others mountain of strength, illuminator. He was born in Egypt three years before his brother Moses, and a number of years after his sister Miriam (2:1,4; 7:7). He married Elisheba, the daughter of Amminadab of the house of Judah (6:23; 1 Chr. 2:10), by whom he had four sons, Nadab and Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar. When the time for the deliverance of Isarael out of Egypt drew nigh, he was sent by God (Ex. 4:14,27-30) to meet his long-absent brother, that he might co-operate with him in all that they were required to do in bringing about the Exodus. He was to be the "mouth" or "prophet" of Moses, i.e., was to speak for him, because he was a man of a ready utterance (7:1,2,9,10,19). He was faithful to his trust, and stood by Moses in all his interviews with Pharaoh. When the ransomed tribes fought their first battle with Amalek in Rephidim, Moses stood on a hill overlooking the scene of the conflict with the rod of God in his outstretched hand. On this occasion he was attended by Aaron and Hur, his sister's husband, who held up his wearied hands till Joshua and the chosen warriors of Israel gained the victory (17:8-13). Afterwards, when encamped before Sinai, and when Moses at the command of God ascended the mount to receive the tables of the law, Aaron and his two sons, Nadab and Abihu, along with seventy of the elders of Israel, were permitted to accompany him part of the way, and to behold afar off the manifestation of the glory of Israel's God (Ex. 19:24; 24:9-11). While Moses remained on the mountain with God, Aaron returned unto the people; and yielding through fear, or ignorance, or instability of character, to their clamour, made unto them a golden calf, and set it up as an object of worship (Ex. 32:4; Ps. 106:19). On the return of Moses to the camp, Aaron was sternly rebuked by him for the part he had acted in this matter; but he interceded for him before God, who forgave his sin (Deut. 9:20). On the mount, Moses received instructions regarding the system of worship which was to be set up among the people; and in accordance therewith Aaron and his sons were consecrated to the priest's office (Lev. 8; 9). Aaron, as high priest, held henceforth the prominent place appertaining to that office. When Israel had reached Hazeroth, in "the wilderness of Paran," Aaron joined with his sister Miriam in murmuring against Moses, "because of the Ethiopian woman whom he had married," probably after the death of Zipporah. But the Lord vindicated his servant Moses, and punished Miriam with leprosy (Num. 12). Aaron acknowledged his own and his sister's guilt, and at the intercession of Moses they were forgiven. Twenty years after this, when the children of Israel were encamped in the wilderness of Paran, Korah, Dathan, and Abiram conspired against Aaron and his sons; but a fearful judgment from God fell upon them, and they were destroyed, and the next day thousands of the people also perished by a fierce pestilence, the ravages of which were only stayed by the interposition of Aaron (Num. 16). That there might be further evidence of the divine appointment of Aaron to the priestly office, the chiefs of the tribes were each required to bring to Moses a rod bearing on it the name of his tribe. And these, along with the rod of Aaron for the tribe of Levi, were laid up overnight in the tabernacle, and in the morning it was found that while the other rods remained unchanged, that of Aaron "for the house of Levi" budded, blossomed, and yielded almonds (Num. 17:1-10). This rod was afterwards preserved in the tabernacle (Heb. 9:4) as a memorial of the divine attestation of his appointment to the priesthood. Aaron was implicated in the sin of his brother at Meribah (Num. 20:8-13), and on that account was not permitted to enter the Promised Land. When the tribes arrived at Mount Hor, "in the edge of the land of Edom," at the command of God Moses led Aaron and his son Eleazar to the top of that mountain, in the sight of all the people. There he stripped Aaron of his priestly vestments, and put them upon Eleazar; and there Aaron died on the top of the mount, being 123 years old (Num. 20:23-29. Comp. Deut. 10:6; 32:50), and was "gathered unto his people." The people, "even all the house of Israel," mourned for him thirty days. Of Aaron's sons two survived him, Eleazar, whose family held the high-priesthood till the time of Eli; and Ithamar, in whose family, beginning with Eli, the high-priesthood was held till the time of Solomon. Aaron's other two sons had been struck dead (Lev. 10:1,2) for the daring impiety of offering "strange fire" on the alter of incense. The Arabs still show with veneration the traditionary site of Aaron's grave on one of the two summits of Mount Hor, which is marked by a Mohammedan chapel. His name is mentioned in the Koran, and there are found in the writings of the rabbins many fabulous stories regarding him. He was the first anointed priest. His descendants, "the house of Aaron," constituted the priesthood in general. In the time of David they were very numerous (1 Chr. 12:27). The other branches of the tribe of Levi held subordinate positions in connection with the sacred office. Aaron was a type of Christ in his official character as the high priest. His priesthood was a "shadow of heavenly things," and was intended to lead the people of Israel to look forward to the time when "another priest" would arise "after the order of Melchizedek" (Heb. 6:20). (See MOSES.)

My lonely life time

After a few months from my broke up with my girlfriend, my life start to change into horrible scene which I don't even expected to be like this. After the broke up, I start realize that I wasn't as good as I think maybe life started to change and humans have to carry on although there is something which expected to be prefect is being disappear just a blink of an eye. Or maybe that something which always with us, we would not care about it till it started to gone only we realize that they are important to us. Why doesn’t a human treasure something before things start to fade away? Maybe these are the common acts of a human.

After the broke up, a lot thing started to change in daily life time which I use to do so. I slowly lose up my friends due to my change in personality. Friends of mine, I hope that you heard about this and I felt sorry for what I had done. I hope that you all can forgive me and get back the friendship together. I really hope that we be friends again because we had overcome a lot of problem in entire life together. Friends forever shall not fade away as we still carry on being honest with each other.

Those days, which I was still young there are a lot of girls ask me a question which I was, deny answering on it. The question is would you cry for girl? During those day, there are no answers appear my mind because I think that male should be strong and shall not cry for a small matter but not till now, I realize that crying for someone is not a shameful things for a male. Cry can be a way to release your stress or the way to release the sins that we had done.

After the broke up, I start to learn up that we shall not be a calculative person. There are not such things that how much we given out there will be amount refund. We should start care to the others before us being care by the others. This same as given a smile to others is better than an angry look to the other. Extra a friend is better than extra an enemy.

I hope that my fellow friends would reads about this and start to forgive me.

the legend that i will remember for my entire life

michael jackson, the joy that you have given to us. We will keep it under our heart and continue your legacy. You the person i respect the most because you are a person which like to do charity a lot. There is seldom to be seen that a pop star that is so willing to donate such amount of money for doing charity. Let we come together and pray to our beloved michael jackson. We will continue your legacy and we hope that you will rest in peace.

what is seed to us

What is seed really mean to us? Do you think that seed play an important role in our life? Althrough we knew that seed is so small but they still important in our life for example a new living need to growth from a tiny seed. Without a fertile seed, there is no human being. Without a fertile seed, there is no nature. If there is no mother nature, how could the environment will be. Can you imaging it. Human and animals are gasping for air. So, as a responsible human, we must learn to perserved and care for the seed. Therefore, support the seed support BIG SEED company. If we are supporting big seed means we are supporting the nature. To my dearest friend~ Mr. Alfred Low

My missing day

Life is just about love? This being curiousing me for long period. It is hard for me love someone for real. When I really do so. Why there is still no reply from you? Today I being waiting for your message throughout the day. I felt no mood for my education today. You are just being apart of life and enlighten the road that I going to go on. I hope you will understand and will accept on it.

blur blur day

Today is my most blurly day which i also do not know why i become so blur on it. Today can consider is my most saddest day among all. Each of times, i will reflash back the past that happen to me. During the morning, i also do not know why i become so angry on my junior and started to scold each of them which the attitude was not my type. This kind of attitude was started since last two month and i being blur and sad for this past few month and now i realize that i being so many times for it and i should face the future bravely and not satting down here doing nothing and thinking all the rubbish and something that is impossible. And now i would like to have someone to enlighted my road up and bring me forward for it. Which i think the road is darken and barely to go on. After the things happen to me, i don't think that love is impossible to be prefect in my life. I just hope that all person in the world will find someone that really love and care about him or her.

my camp

Last few day ago, i attended a camp. The camp was named junior cadet camp. Throughout the camp i learned a lot of things. I notice that a kids is not easy to take care on. From the camp also teach me that how can we become a responsible person for your kids and the jobs that we have taken on. Other then that, i also meet some new friends and share some of my experience with them. I hope that the friendship we gather together won't broke and stay on forever.

my most memorable camp

Recently my st. john ambulance malaysia, north perak have run a camp. it was the last camp that i was in the committee members. i felt very sad of it because i might be not able to join this kind of activties in the future to come. i feel hardly to let go myself from the this organization because this is the place where i get my knowledge on how to be a successful person. from the organizing this kind of camp, i have a lot of thing such as looking at the other angle when we were facing some problem of it. all problem have their own to solve it, its the matter on how we see it and how we overcome on it. by looking the different angle of the problem will helps us to solve the problem effectively.

i feel very sad on it when the camp is over because i notice that i wouldn’t be serving for this kind of organization anymore because i have to face my exam next year and have to further up my study after my exam. what i can do is just keep this memorable memory in my bottom of my heart. where the friendship among my friend can be continue and keep in touch.

What Life Means To Us

what is a real life to us. do you think life is just like a show for us to act on. when we do our thing in a reality world. it just like we are acting in a fantasy and dramatic movie. our attitude change from day to day just like a movie superstars do neither we knew that we are really living a reality world or acting in a movie. when we were watching a movie and we might also being watch by the other. this means to us that life is just writing diary. we wrote it from day to day to show what had happen. when we stopped to write the story it doesn’t mean that it is our end of life but means to us it is a bad memory to us that we do not wanted to remember on it. a full stop in our diary doesn’t mean a end to us but it also means as a new chapter for us to continue, so keep up your spirit and continue to work hard and you will success in your life no matter what happen. keep on trying. if we keep on trying we will never lose, we lose when we quit from the game. always remember “try and try no matter what happen, you will success after all”