Sunday, 14 July 2013

Thursday, 13 September 2012

life in UTAR

Life after 20 everything had changed rapidly and i getting more mature. Looking things from different angles drive my life to be more meaningful. However, thing may just lost from life but what most important is the time that we appreciate together that fill my life with colours. Sometimes, we need to understand presence of black and white than only we will appreciate the beauty of rainbow.

Monday, 3 October 2011

world after 18~

feel stranger without you around me~maybe is too late to say so~seeing you from behind and slowly to move myself into love but i can't say it out. world makes me stranger when i take each more step forward~people told me that love is no boundaries maybe it is true but it never seem to happen to me~maybe miracle might happen somewhere and somehow. but as time goes by, i just hope i can stay beside you and support you from what you like~

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

utar

lame lame day~once upon the time i came to a school name utar~myself and my coursemate struggling to register our new semester courses. the line was down. and myself and coursemate were for help it was a lame server plus i haven't a server like this noob

Sunday, 4 April 2010

my love life

My love life is kinda complicated which I have no words on to it cause it make me confuse whether I'm doing the right decision on what I have claimed as my lover. The words of mine that come out from my mouth is a heavy compliment to my love story which I found out that I used to make jokes on those words which makes my love line ruined apart.

Now, I knew that love can't be play or been misused off cause anything done by us will hurt the person of your behalf of our life so we should treasure every moment of our life to the one we really love.

A person can like many in once but we only can love a person in once of our life so don't simply used the words of 'I LOVE YOU' while you are not sure that you are really in love with him or her.

Thursday, 1 April 2010

私の物の心配したの


今日は私の物の最も心配した日彼女の親心配から行くために彼女を見る原因I最初にだった。 さらに、彼女は彼女がちょっと友好的に鳴るか、または見るが彼女自身をだけ保つため態度を有する。 彼女は彼女のこの時に起こることを彼女ができる人健康な彼女自身の心配に彼女を取ること実際にの水を飲むちょっと憎悪の、時々私により多くの心配を彼女がそれのために病気になるかもしれない原因についての彼女する1日あたりの水の500mlだけを行く何を私が実際に心配する他に実際に開いた取る人であり。 私は実際に旅行中できる彼女により過去を忘れ、開発すること実際に彼女自身もう一度彼女のchubby一見を引き起こし、彼女からの無実の微笑が彼女長くて決してまたやらない彼女の最もよい面だったことを望む。 これにより彼女の傷を以前引き起こすかもしれないが、aの過去は彼女が旅行から来、彼女は彼女自身についての心配まで多くにより前に学べることを望む後過去が消失するという希望を過ぎたaである。

Tuesday, 30 March 2010

Trip of mine


Today was a wonderful trip of mine with my dearly friends to Penang. Although, we just went to Penang Island only but i still feel kinda enjoyable cause it was my first trip with my best buddy Elwis Chong Ying Junn. He was must best buddy since the secondary schooling started. I hope that we both can go for more and more trip together in the times to come.

Saturday, 27 March 2010

The worried of mine


Today was the most worried day of mine cause i watching her to go away from her parents care in the first time. In addition, she has a attitude which like to keep herself alone although she will sound or look kinda friendly. She is a person which not really open to others which i really worry what gonna happen to her this moment and she is a person which not really able to take care on herself well even she is kinda hatred to drink a water and sometimes she only take 500ml of water per day which makes me more worry her about cause she might get sick for that. I really hope that throughout the trip she really able to forget the past and open up herself once again cause her chubby looks and innocent smiles from her was her best aspect which been a long she never does again. This might cause a hurt on her in the past but a past is a past hope that the past will vanish after she came from the trip and hope that she will be able to learn up to care about herself more than before.

Aaron Chin Yuk Yoon, birthday date : 14

Your Life

You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other and, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.

Your Love

You will not get soft with the one you don`t really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there`s no getting back.

With a birthday on the 14th of the month you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it. You have a tendency to shirk responsibility.

Shakespeare, Karl Marx, Neil Armstrong, Eisenhower and Albert Einstein were born under the number 5.

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

The moment of my life is coming


The moment of my life is going strike on me during the 16 of march. It is kinda freak out when I started to heard about the news. This is the moment which determine my future onwards. I hope myself and also my dear friends can get a good result during the time to come and I really hope that my wish really come true cause I knew that some of my friends really need a good result to carry on their further education and I here hope that the god will bless on them to pass with flying colors so that they can carry on their further study and to be a successful person to serve for the country which we knew that our country is getting less and less capable leader to lead the country to a next level of world. As we know that student now is the next replacement leader in the future. Therefore more and more encouragement from the government especially from their own family should be given to our little future leaders to build up a better future and certainly brings us to a world which we called as the first country.

Monday, 1 February 2010

My sadness moment


Today I found myself have lost something very important but in first I just thought that I can found it anywhere else but now I found that it isn't that simple to forget someone you really love from your bottom of the heart. Early of morning, I help my mum to do some house chores for the preparing of Chinese New Year. While cleaning my rooms, I had found back my old rings which I brought for my ex girlfriend and me. It use to be in one set but have lost the behalf of my ex girlfriend ring. I took up my ring and start to flashing back the happy moment of us during the past which I make joke and make her angry but she still look so cute while still angry on me.

In a mistake of mine, I had drop the ring and I have search whole room for it but I can't find it back but in the end I found back the ring but is not mine. I found back my ex girlfriend ring which just fit on my last finger only. I found it very hilarious that why we don't have a second chance to be together again but maybe the UP There is playing on to us.

When I try my best to search back on your behalf but I can't find and when I had lost my behalf, I have found back yours. This is something like a fairy tales which tells moral values around and remind us to treasure everyone beside but in a fairy tales ends up with a good ending but not mine. My love is something like a circle which we can't see the starts and the ends which makes me keep on and on searching on my behalf and hope that will having a good ends with her.

Yesterday night when I started to dose off, I have a terrified dream. I dream that all friends have leaved me behind in a darkness of nowhere and I was awaked after that. I start to flashing back my ex girlfriend of mine which she really care and faithful to me but instead of me being appreciate on to her, I have break with her. The reason for me to break with her in the past is all about my arrogance on my images founding which ends up my relationship with her. At the particular precious of time, I think that I can found back someone better than her including the appearance but now I found out that love isn't it all about the appearance but instead the true love that expressed from the bottom of our heart.

Later on, I felt very guilty on to her and I found that her presence in my daily life is very important but all comes in too late for me to make a change because she is now lovely with her couple by now and I here also wish her to be lovely with her behalf of her life. I wish you all lovely forever.


Sunday, 27 December 2009

Summary of my story during the year of 2009

Many things had happen among my friends and I throughout the year. It was a hard year for me to spare on throughout the year. Many things have left away from me and I wanted to catch hold of them and said a sorry for what I had done to her or him throughout this particular year. I hope that she or him could heard or look through my blog and try to forgive for what I had done to him or her. I think most of the problems occur due to my sarcastic attitude.And I hope before the year had called an end, we could regain our friendship and talk to each other back again. Cause a line of friendship is hard to builded up and the cause we be a friend maybe is a fate of god given to us and we should appreciate on it and to devastate it that easily.

So many times I had hesitate which caused so many friends to despise on me and I really hope that I can get a forgive from you all before the year of 2009 is called an end. I at here hope that everyone will had a good start on the year to come.

Saturday, 24 October 2009

The moment of my life

Now i facing a critical time of mine which i can't determine that which road to go on. Why life there is always something need us to choose on. If our life, we can make it as simple it can. Would it be beautiful?

How would the world will be if everyone make their life simple and easy without any jealousy among themself? Someone tells me that homo sapien is the top among all kingdom. Do you think it really do so? I think the top among all kingdom should be the tree because is them producing the oxygen for us to breath on. Without it we might being drop death by now.

From that we knew that we are still not the most perfect living things which stand on this planet. So, we must always remember that nothing in this world is perfect but we must try harder to make it come true but there always a remind to the person who always wanted to give up themself.

We must always remember that we will never be the loser till the last breath of us. A loser must always flashing back there mistake so they won't keep on repeating it again. We must always remember that a loser can always boost up to be a winner and it just a matter of time to make it come true.

Monday, 24 August 2009

Meaning of my name Aaron


The eldest son of Amram and Jochebed, a daughter of Levi (Ex. 6:20). Some explain the name as meaning mountaineer, others mountain of strength, illuminator. He was born in Egypt three years before his brother Moses, and a number of years after his sister Miriam (2:1,4; 7:7). He married Elisheba, the daughter of Amminadab of the house of Judah (6:23; 1 Chr. 2:10), by whom he had four sons, Nadab and Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar. When the time for the deliverance of Isarael out of Egypt drew nigh, he was sent by God (Ex. 4:14,27-30) to meet his long-absent brother, that he might co-operate with him in all that they were required to do in bringing about the Exodus. He was to be the "mouth" or "prophet" of Moses, i.e., was to speak for him, because he was a man of a ready utterance (7:1,2,9,10,19). He was faithful to his trust, and stood by Moses in all his interviews with Pharaoh. When the ransomed tribes fought their first battle with Amalek in Rephidim, Moses stood on a hill overlooking the scene of the conflict with the rod of God in his outstretched hand. On this occasion he was attended by Aaron and Hur, his sister's husband, who held up his wearied hands till Joshua and the chosen warriors of Israel gained the victory (17:8-13). Afterwards, when encamped before Sinai, and when Moses at the command of God ascended the mount to receive the tables of the law, Aaron and his two sons, Nadab and Abihu, along with seventy of the elders of Israel, were permitted to accompany him part of the way, and to behold afar off the manifestation of the glory of Israel's God (Ex. 19:24; 24:9-11). While Moses remained on the mountain with God, Aaron returned unto the people; and yielding through fear, or ignorance, or instability of character, to their clamour, made unto them a golden calf, and set it up as an object of worship (Ex. 32:4; Ps. 106:19). On the return of Moses to the camp, Aaron was sternly rebuked by him for the part he had acted in this matter; but he interceded for him before God, who forgave his sin (Deut. 9:20). On the mount, Moses received instructions regarding the system of worship which was to be set up among the people; and in accordance therewith Aaron and his sons were consecrated to the priest's office (Lev. 8; 9). Aaron, as high priest, held henceforth the prominent place appertaining to that office. When Israel had reached Hazeroth, in "the wilderness of Paran," Aaron joined with his sister Miriam in murmuring against Moses, "because of the Ethiopian woman whom he had married," probably after the death of Zipporah. But the Lord vindicated his servant Moses, and punished Miriam with leprosy (Num. 12). Aaron acknowledged his own and his sister's guilt, and at the intercession of Moses they were forgiven. Twenty years after this, when the children of Israel were encamped in the wilderness of Paran, Korah, Dathan, and Abiram conspired against Aaron and his sons; but a fearful judgment from God fell upon them, and they were destroyed, and the next day thousands of the people also perished by a fierce pestilence, the ravages of which were only stayed by the interposition of Aaron (Num. 16). That there might be further evidence of the divine appointment of Aaron to the priestly office, the chiefs of the tribes were each required to bring to Moses a rod bearing on it the name of his tribe. And these, along with the rod of Aaron for the tribe of Levi, were laid up overnight in the tabernacle, and in the morning it was found that while the other rods remained unchanged, that of Aaron "for the house of Levi" budded, blossomed, and yielded almonds (Num. 17:1-10). This rod was afterwards preserved in the tabernacle (Heb. 9:4) as a memorial of the divine attestation of his appointment to the priesthood. Aaron was implicated in the sin of his brother at Meribah (Num. 20:8-13), and on that account was not permitted to enter the Promised Land. When the tribes arrived at Mount Hor, "in the edge of the land of Edom," at the command of God Moses led Aaron and his son Eleazar to the top of that mountain, in the sight of all the people. There he stripped Aaron of his priestly vestments, and put them upon Eleazar; and there Aaron died on the top of the mount, being 123 years old (Num. 20:23-29. Comp. Deut. 10:6; 32:50), and was "gathered unto his people." The people, "even all the house of Israel," mourned for him thirty days. Of Aaron's sons two survived him, Eleazar, whose family held the high-priesthood till the time of Eli; and Ithamar, in whose family, beginning with Eli, the high-priesthood was held till the time of Solomon. Aaron's other two sons had been struck dead (Lev. 10:1,2) for the daring impiety of offering "strange fire" on the alter of incense. The Arabs still show with veneration the traditionary site of Aaron's grave on one of the two summits of Mount Hor, which is marked by a Mohammedan chapel. His name is mentioned in the Koran, and there are found in the writings of the rabbins many fabulous stories regarding him. He was the first anointed priest. His descendants, "the house of Aaron," constituted the priesthood in general. In the time of David they were very numerous (1 Chr. 12:27). The other branches of the tribe of Levi held subordinate positions in connection with the sacred office. Aaron was a type of Christ in his official character as the high priest. His priesthood was a "shadow of heavenly things," and was intended to lead the people of Israel to look forward to the time when "another priest" would arise "after the order of Melchizedek" (Heb. 6:20). (See MOSES.)

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

My lonely life time

After a few months from my broke up with my girlfriend, my life start to change into horrible scene which I don't even expected to be like this. After the broke up, I start realize that I wasn't as good as I think maybe life started to change and humans have to carry on although there is something which expected to be prefect is being disappear just a blink of an eye. Or maybe that something which always with us, we would not care about it till it started to gone only we realize that they are important to us. Why doesn’t a human treasure something before things start to fade away? Maybe these are the common acts of a human.

After the broke up, a lot thing started to change in daily life time which I use to do so. I slowly lose up my friends due to my change in personality. Friends of mine, I hope that you heard about this and I felt sorry for what I had done. I hope that you all can forgive me and get back the friendship together. I really hope that we be friends again because we had overcome a lot of problem in entire life together. Friends forever shall not fade away as we still carry on being honest with each other.

Those days, which I was still young there are a lot of girls ask me a question which I was, deny answering on it. The question is would you cry for girl? During those day, there are no answers appear my mind because I think that male should be strong and shall not cry for a small matter but not till now, I realize that crying for someone is not a shameful things for a male. Cry can be a way to release your stress or the way to release the sins that we had done.

After the broke up, I start to learn up that we shall not be a calculative person. There are not such things that how much we given out there will be amount refund. We should start care to the others before us being care by the others. This same as given a smile to others is better than an angry look to the other. Extra a friend is better than extra an enemy.

I hope that my fellow friends would reads about this and start to forgive me.

Friday, 10 July 2009

the legend that i will remember for my entire life

michael jackson, the joy that you have given to us. We will keep it under our heart and continue your legacy. You the person i respect the most because you are a person which like to do charity a lot. There is seldom to be seen that a pop star that is so willing to donate such amount of money for doing charity. Let we come together and pray to our beloved michael jackson. We will continue your legacy and we hope that you will rest in peace.

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

what is seed to us

What is seed really mean to us? Do you think that seed play an important role in our life? Althrough we knew that seed is so small but they still important in our life for example a new living need to growth from a tiny seed. Without a fertile seed, there is no human being. Without a fertile seed, there is no nature. If there is no mother nature, how could the environment will be. Can you imaging it. Human and animals are gasping for air. So, as a responsible human, we must learn to perserved and care for the seed. Therefore, support the seed support BIG SEED company. If we are supporting big seed means we are supporting the nature. To my dearest friend~ Mr. Alfred Low

Thursday, 2 July 2009

My missing day


Life is just about love? This being curiousing me for long period. It is hard for me love someone for real. When I really do so. Why there is still no reply from you? Today I being waiting for your message throughout the day. I felt no mood for my education today. You are just being apart of life and enlighten the road that I going to go on. I hope you will understand and will accept on it.

Thursday, 4 June 2009

blur blur day

Today is my most blurly day which i also do not know why i become so blur on it. Today can consider is my most saddest day among all. Each of times, i will reflash back the past that happen to me. During the morning, i also do not know why i become so angry on my junior and started to scold each of them which the attitude was not my type. This kind of attitude was started since last two month and i being blur and sad for this past few month and now i realize that i being so many times for it and i should face the future bravely and not satting down here doing nothing and thinking all the rubbish and something that is impossible. And now i would like to have someone to enlighted my road up and bring me forward for it. Which i think the road is darken and barely to go on. After the things happen to me, i don't think that love is impossible to be prefect in my life. I just hope that all person in the world will find someone that really love and care about him or her.