blur blur day

Today is my most blurly day which i also do not know why i become so blur on it. Today can consider is my most saddest day among all. Each of times, i will reflash back the past that happen to me. During the morning, i also do not know why i become so angry on my junior and started to scold each of them which the attitude was not my type. This kind of attitude was started since last two month and i being blur and sad for this past few month and now i realize that i being so many times for it and i should face the future bravely and not satting down here doing nothing and thinking all the rubbish and something that is impossible. And now i would like to have someone to enlighted my road up and bring me forward for it. Which i think the road is darken and barely to go on. After the things happen to me, i don't think that love is impossible to be prefect in my life. I just hope that all person in the world will find someone that really love and care about him or her.

my camp

Last few day ago, i attended a camp. The camp was named junior cadet camp. Throughout the camp i learned a lot of things. I notice that a kids is not easy to take care on. From the camp also teach me that how can we become a responsible person for your kids and the jobs that we have taken on. Other then that, i also meet some new friends and share some of my experience with them. I hope that the friendship we gather together won't broke and stay on forever.