Why i choose 'life among us' as the headline because i would like to express my feeling on the life that we are living on now. I hope that all the people view this blog will give some comments to it.
The moment of my life is going strike on me during the 16 of march. It is kinda freak out when I started to heard about the news. This is the moment which determine my future onwards. I hope myself and also my dear friends can get a good result during the time to come and I really hope that my wish really come true cause I knew that some of my friends really need a good result to carry on their further education and I here hope that the god will bless on them to pass with flying colors so that they can carry on their further study and to be a successful person to serve for the country which we knew that our country is getting less and less capable leader to lead the country to a next level of world. As we know that student now is the next replacement leader in the future. Therefore more and more encouragement from the government especially from their own family should be given to our little future leaders to build up a better future and certainly brings us to a world which we called as the first country.
Today I found myself have lost something very important but in first I just thought that I can found it anywhere else but now I found that it isn't that simple to forget someone you really love from your bottom of the heart. Early of morning, I help my mum to do some house chores for the preparing of Chinese New Year. While cleaning my rooms, I had found back my old rings which I brought for my ex girlfriend and me. It use to be in one set but have lost the behalf of my ex girlfriend ring. I took up my ring and start to flashing back the happy moment of us during the past which I make joke and make her angry but she still look so cute while still angry on me.
In a mistake of mine, I had drop the ring and I have search whole room for it but I can't find it back but in the end I found back the ring but is not mine. I found back my ex girlfriend ring which just fit on my last finger only. I found it very hilarious that why we don't have a second chance to be together again but maybe the UP There is playing on to us.
When I try my best to search back on your behalf but I can't find and when I had lost my behalf, I have found back yours. This is something like a fairy tales which tells moral values around and remind us to treasure everyone beside but in a fairy tales ends up with a good ending but not mine. My love is something like a circle which we can't see the starts and the ends which makes me keep on and on searching on my behalf and hope that will having a good ends with her.
Yesterday night when I started to dose off, I have a terrified dream. I dream that all friends have leaved me behind in a darkness of nowhere and I was awaked after that. I start to flashing back my ex girlfriend of mine which she really care and faithful to me but instead of me being appreciate on to her, I have break with her. The reason for me to break with her in the past is all about my arrogance on my images founding which ends up my relationship with her. At the particular precious of time, I think that I can found back someone better than her including the appearance but now I found out that love isn't it all about the appearance but instead the true love that expressed from the bottom of our heart.
Later on, I felt very guilty on to her and I found that her presence in my daily life is very important but all comes in too late for me to make a change because she is now lovely with her couple by now and I here also wish her to be lovely with her behalf of her life. I wish you all lovely forever.
